missing my soldier part 1

good evening once again,

Tonight i am really missing my husband. Life just seems so boring without him here. But it has taken him being overseas for me to realize how completely lucky i am to have him in my life. He is truly the most kind person I've ever had the pleasure of knowing. I keep telling myself 3 more months, just 3 more months and ill get to see him for 2 weeks, possibly longer. But i know that 2 weeks is going to fly by like it were an hour. At this point ill take whatever time i can get with him, and be damn grateful for it. Sometimes i find myself wondering, how the hell do people do this with kids??? I find myself falling apart, and i don't even have to take care of anyone but me, well and my dogs, but they're low maintenance. I wonder how women with 2-3 or more kids, how the hell do they even survive with their sanity in tact. That curiosity has led mark and i to an agreement, get out of infantry and well have kids..if you stay in no babies. So naturally he let me have my way so he could have his. Its all about compromise ladies and gentlemen!